Emotional breakdown

Recently, something really bad happened.
I argued with my mum and it caused me to breakdown emotionally.
What she said to me yesterday is going to stay in my head FOREVER!
After 22 years, u said i'm a burden to you?
After all these years, dat is wat u think of me?
u said i only spend money, and of coz i do.
what u expect a student to get income from?
i'm still studying! and at the 1st place,
i ask her "sud i continue my studies? or sud i work to help to support financially?"
she said of coz continue my studies
and now i'm the 1 to b blame for dat?
how about my brother who fail subject after subject for his diploma?
she said i dun even look like a student, alwiz go for sports.
And wat is wrong with sports?
As long i did not FAIL my subject, i think wat i did is more than enuf.
When hanging out wiv frens, i oni use the money i earn myself
while my brother?
"mummy, can i take some money?"
I'm not saying dat i did not ask money from her
but before she tis kind of things to me, would she think how i would feel?
She never cares.
All she cares is just to express her stressed that she face during work
to me and put the blame on me.
I would understan how it feels working in an uncomfortable environment
and at least can she apologize after all the hurting word?
I really hav no idea wat she is thinking.
n i think tis cold war is going to last for some times.

Btw, thanks to jenn for the care n concern.
i appreciate wat u did for me.